It kills me not knowing why you did what you did,
My heart sinks when I can't remember your face no more.
Please end my agony and let me have peace,
Please come in my dreams, quench my uncertainty.
Your piano sits alone in the corner,
Reminding me of you and your grace.
I can't remember your face, not your voice,
But there ain't no day I don't think about you.
Now, I am dead, inside out,
Knocked sideways, broken-hearted.
I can't help but think, was it me?
Was it my ignorance that got us here?
I have been down since that July night,
I can't seem to catch my breath.
My suffocation grows every minute, and
All I do is pray to please take the pain away.
Why couldn't you have cheated death?
Why couldn't you have asked for help?
Only if you had told me once, just once,
I would have been there for you.
I would have been there through all the pain,
Through all the sadness and endless suffering.
Maybe I could have made things better,
And perhaps, you would still be here.
I wish I could go back in time to the days,
We were inseparable, like Christmas and Pine trees.
But it seems impossible now to put you again
Through all that pain and suffering.
Even if I go back, there isn't much I would change,
Except I would hold your hand tighter,
So that you would be here with me today,
Not somewhere I can't see.
I would come back for you without a doubt,
So that I can be me again. But reality says
Alas, there is no way to go back,
I am lost, and that is the bitter truth.
I want you to know the grief and guilt hold me
By my throat and is killing me every day.
The memories I have are strange - I can't seem to
Forget that shroud wrapped around you.
Why did you do this to me? Why did you leave me alone?
I was lost ever since you were gone.
Maybe there's hope for someone like me,
Maybe I can find myself again when I see you again.
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